I tend not to put anything personal up on a public blog, I'm just not the type of personal who will share that type of information. But I've neglected both this blog and the blogs I normally read for months, so I thought I'd give a brief rundown of what has been happening in my life.
I separated from my husband last year, and things got a bit stressful with the end of the that relationship, making arrangements for the children and arrangements for buying out the house and everything else. That was when I shut down my old blog & started this one, for my new life.
But I was too busy with everything happening to actually update the blog frequently, and a lot of the stuff happening was private. I also stopped reading most of the blogs on my google reader. Ones I really enjoyed I kept reading when I could find the time, but I stopped commenting.
I've been seeing someone and was happier than I've been in years. Didn't have any more time for blog updating or reading, but I was happy and busy planning a new life with the man I loved. I thought we had the rest of our lives together, we seemed so perfectly matched.
Last night that all finished, he walked out on me and won't be back. I have to start pulling my life back together after the complete devastation. I know I can be strong enough to do it, even if at the moment I'm mostly spending my time crying, but I won't be online much. I'm not sure if I will ever return to this blog, but I won't close it at the moment.
Toria
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry to hear this! I know you are a strong lady. Please if it helps at all, I am here for you so email me just to say hello now and then. Not that I talk about it openly but I've been there and completely understand! My heart goes out to you.
Thanks Linda, I appreciate that.
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